Saturday, October 10, 2009

Matthew 6:34

Alright, today I realized I need to change my outlook on life. I have struggling with life and change. I'm worried about what the future will bring, I'm worried about school and passing my classes, I'm just worried. That's not the way I want to live my life. Everybody has their problems, and we all just need to work through them. Worrying won't do anything and I know that. But it's hard. It's like I've created my own comfortable bubble to live in. But I need to break out of that and challenge myself.

"God will never give you anything you can't handle. So, don't stress."

In the last 5 months, I've been to church once. One time. I feel like that has been a big reason I feel the way I do. I'm lost and only I can find my way again, with God's help. My parents can't do it, my friends, my boyfriend; I do. I'm going to go to church tomorrow and I'm going to change my life, I need to. I'm going to struggle, I realize that. I can't give up, I refuse to. He didn't give me my life just have me waste it away. It's going to be a long journey but I think I'm ready and I know if I believe with my whole heart, God will be right there beside me.

I need to stay positive and smile.

"Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
Matthew 6:34


Peace.

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